—Reviewed by Robert Bensen, editor of Children of the Dragonfly: Native American Voices on Child Custody and Education, The University of Arizona Press.
A ‘mixed blood’ Native American, Terra Trevor and her white husband had one child before choosing to complete their family through adoption. They adopted from South Korea twice: an infant with medical needs, and an older child.
There are two stories in Trevor’s personal account. The first is about her new daughter experiencing difficulty adjusting to adoption and becoming the oldest child. The second is about her son, also adopted from Korea, diagnosed with a brain tumor, an event that changed all of their lives forever, and how this family or any family must endure crises and tragedy and still find a way to go on.
The title ‘Pushing up the Sky,’ comes from a Native American story about the power of people working together for a common good. This is the theme in Terra Trevor’s memoir. This is the story of a remarkable family facing incredible challenges. It is a story of compromises and insights, profound joy, deep suffering, and terrific rewards. Parenting birth and adopted children—is one theme of this book. Most of all, it is a story on the meaning of family, and learning to let go of expectations and to forge a new identity. Hope is offered as a path for others to benefit from, with the resolve to celebrate each new day and to cherish every second of it.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR: Terra Trevor, Cherokee, Delaware, Seneca, is a prolific writer of a diverse body of work hailed for her insight, candor, lyric prose and sincere voice. She is a contributing author of 10 books, including Children of the Dragonfly: Native American Voices On Child Custody and Education (The University of Arizona Press) and The People Who Stayed: Southeastern Indian Writing After Removal (The University of Oklahoma). Her memoir Pushing up the Sky, (KAAN 2006) is widely anthologized and was a finalist for the Wordcraft Circle of Native Writers and Storytellers first book award.
Author's Note: Thank you. I'm honored that so many cared enough to read Pushing up the Sky. My memoir was published in 2006, and it was my first book. In the years since I’ve learned a great many writing and motherhood lessons, which have allowed me to become a better writer, and a better mother. Within these pages I offer my humble beginnings.
If I could be granted one wish I would ask not for rave reviews, only that this book might change a million hearts, and that it will be read for more decades, beyond my lifetime. I will never know how many people have been touched, and perhaps changed, by Pushing up the Sky. I do know that it has been passed steadily from the hands of readers because I have received hundreds of emails.
My favorite reader story is from a nurse at Children’s Hospital in Los Angeles who wrote saying that all of the nurses on her floor have read my book and everyone was touched and changed. May my recent give-away of this book be a step along that road.
“As a 19-year-old unmarried college student Terra Trevor found herself pregnant. A social worker counseled her it would be easier to find adoptive parents for her baby were she not Native American. She miscarried before deciding whether or not to place her baby for adoption. Twelve year later and after giving birth to a daughter, Terra and her husband adopted a 1-year-old boy from Korea. When their son was 3 and their daughter 6, the family adopted a 7-year old girl from Korea. After she'd been with them a few hours their new daughter informed them she was actually 10."Make sure she understands that we want her, and that her age doesn't matter," Terra told her new daughter through a friend who served as an interpreter. Written with abundant love, this book is an honest account of the challenges of integrating an older child into an established family. It is also about building community with Korean American culture and with other adoptive families. And finally, the book becomes a journey to save a son from cancer. The author's sensibilities toward the natural world and all that really matters in the lives of her children put her on the level of a great teacher of the capacities of the human heart. Sad but triumphant, ‘Pushing up the Sky’ deserves a wide readership for its great story-telling and lyrical use of language.”
—Reviewed by Alice Evans, Holt International
“Terra Trevor has woven a moving story of love and heartache across time and culture. She has integrated her own American Indian culture into the dynamics of transracial adoption and described in detail life in a transracial family that has not been done before to this extent. Her courage to describe these events with great honesty bears witness to a family that provided warmth, encouragement and humor in the face of adversity.”
—Reviewed by Phil Capper, Adoption Australia
Pushing up the Sky, as its tagline says, is a mother’s story. It is also a woman’s story, a family story, and a story of challenge, joy and grief. In clear prose infused with spirituality born of her Native American heritage, Terra Trevor shares parenting experiences that cover territory most parents pray they never encounter. She shows us how to meet and survive them, and to grow stronger and wiser in the process.
Terra Trevor and her husband first became parents through the birth of a daughter, and expanded their family twice through the adoption of two Korean children, a year-old son, and a daughter they believed was seven at the time of the adoption. Trevor shares the chain of challenges that followed their second adoption with candor, presenting her family's joy and pain with grace and acceptance.
I read Pushing up the Sky in one swift go, seeing my own family’s adoption experience on many of the pages, and marveling at Trevor’s strength on others. Her story is one that every parent fears, but should nonetheless read, for none of us know what the future may hold when our children come to us. Adoptive and prospective adoptive parents especially will come away from Pushing up the Sky with a deeper understanding of adoption, and of the commitment they must make to the children who join their families. Terra Trevor has lived through the most painful losses a parent can experience, and has come through strong and whole. Pushing up the Sky is a testimony to her humanity and spirit, as well as a luminous love song to her family. We are lucky to share the light.
—Reviewed by Margie Perscheid, Korean Focus Metro DC
—Reviewed by Margie Perscheid, Korean Focus Metro DC
“The title Pushing up the Sky, comes from a Native American story about the power of people working together for a common good. This is the theme in Terra Trevor’s memoir about her remarkable family, and their efforts in dealing with a series of crisis. There are two stories in Trevor’s personal account.
The first is how the Trevor household deals with being an international and multicultural family. The second is how this family or any family must endure crises and tragedy and still find a way to go on. The family must accommodate the diverse backgrounds and identities of each member. Terra, is Native American. Her husband, has strong Irish roots. Their biological daughter is the all-American girl. Their Korean son, is an assimilated American. Their oldest daughter, adopted from Korea at age ten, has the hardest adjustments integrating into the family. For this family there wasn't any early perceptions of adoptees being immersed into the American melting pot weren’t going to work, certainly not for their oldest child, and they realized it was important to honor the heritage of each family member. Life reaches a balance and then the second critical challenge for the family occurs when their seven-year-old son is diagnosed with a brain tumor.
This is a memoir about the loss of loved ones, and about pulling together. It’s about living and not waiting for the second shoe to drop, and finding comfort in the things that connect us to those who have gone before, the moments shared, the little physical reminders that propel us forward, to keep going. In Korean, it is kyesok’ada—to continue, to carry on. Pushing up the Sky is honest, unflinching, and moving."
—Reviewed by Bill Drucker, Korean Quarterly